Usually I like winter. Usually. But this year I just hate it. Weather forecaster prognosed that the snow won’t leave Germany until the mid of May. Gawd, I’m so sick of it. It’s not only the icecold wind, that turns my nose into a snotty waterfall, it’s not only the dark sky that only pushes the clouds away for a few minutes a day, showing us some sun. It’s the fucking ice on the pavement. I stopped counting how many times I fell on my face. I stopped counting how many bruises & black and blue marks I had during winter already. I had bruises that had the shape of a lighter, the shape of an iPod, a pen & a mobilephone. Cuz I fell on my side, with those things in my pocket. I really should start an exhibition. “Caro’s funnily shaped bruises proudly presented by Mr. Winter”. My mood is locked up in the basement, I’m lazy & tired all day. Winter seriously fucks me up. Being outside ins’t funy anymore. Whenever I have to leave the house, i’ll do it quick. Do what I gotta do, just to return home soon. & snuggle in my bed, the blanket pulled over my head, with the comforting gurgling noise of the heating in my ears. I turned into a hamster, I’m hoarding food & beverages, so I don’t have to leave the house for grocery shopping that often. I gained some weight (argh) but that’s the only thing really enjoyable. Eating, surfing in the internet, watching movies & series. That’s it. I’m longing for spring so bad right now! The only good thing is, that I can focus on the projects I have running. But sitting in front of the computer that long, isn’t that great for my brain. I’m tortured by headaches more than usually.

I got a bit lazy on here. I started 4 different new mainlayouts, but none of them really fits my taste. They are ok, but not really what I’m looking for. I hope i’ll get a new mainlayout ready soon, cuz I’m really sick of the current one. It’s like my flat. After a while I need something new. A change. I need a good mood, filled with sun & icecold beer, having the feeling of sand beneath my feet in mind & summer that fills me with happiness hormones. Right now! I’d love to pack my bags & fly to the south. Somewhere where it’s nice & warm. I’m sick of winter depression. It seems like my motor is running only halfspeed & nothing really heats it up at the moment.

Ok, ebnough with the winter depression spreading on here…

AHOI!